Christmas Break

On Christmas Eve I went to my Aunt Barb's house, where the whole family goes to every year. We always have a bunch of appetizers and sweets. This year, I brought Mason. He's really the first boy that I've ever brought around my family. I thought it might be a good idea to meet the rest of my family since we are having a baby. It actually went really well, and wasn't nearly as bad as thought it was gonna be.
Then after that we went to Mason's grandparents house. They still don't know yet, but they will soon. We ate a little bit of food there, and then went back to Mason's house.
Christmas time was the usual, opened presents early in the morning at the house, then went to my grandpa's afterwards, then my great grandma's. Then, after all that, went to Mason's. He got me a ring, and a web cam for when we can't see each other, haha.
Some things I got from my family were an ipod stereo player, and a new camera. Which is good 'cause I have to take pictures for my senior project.

I guess what I'm really thinkin' about is....

That I'm 17 and pregnant. & how hard it's gonna be. But at least I'll be 18 and graduated, and hopefully have my own place. I am thankful that the father is in my life, and I know he loves and cares for me. I just keep thinking that things could be worse. But I seriously hate that I feel sick all the time. Especially in the morning time. & I can't stand it. >:( The doctors said that I'm 5 to 6 weeks pregnant, and I have a doctors appointment coming up in January. I'm really scared right now, but I'm hoping for the best.

Music.

I like to drown myself in music, & forget about the world. To me, it's one of the only things that can make me feel better. I think it's like that for many people. There is a saying. "Music soothes the soul." & I have to agree. Whether it has to do with the beat, or just a simple line in a song. Music can make you feel connected. Like this song gets you. And I personally have met people that have said that certain bands got them through a rough period in their life. I don't know about you, but to me that's kinda amazing. If a certain band or certain music can make you feel that way.
Music is powerful.

Growing Up.

It's really hard to believe that I'll be graduating this May. I feel overwhelmed because I don't exactly know what I'm gonna do with the rest of my life. But, hopefully I'll figure it out. I don't know if I'll end up going to college. Right now I kinda just wanna go find myself. There's no point in wasting so much money, if I already know that I'm not gonna be dedicated to college. I just wanna be done with school for right now, and then later on if I decide to go. I'll go. But I seriously cannot wait to just be out there on my own. It's all so exciting and scary at the same time. And I feel like I just have so much to do before I graduate. Like, my license being one of them. I have to get that soon. I don't know why I keep putting it off. I guess I just don't wanna fail. Ughhhhhhh. I'm stressed lol..

mini gamee

i only play games in my free time when i'm at school. and i liked this one game called fancy pants. that game was pretty fun.. i liked the style of the game. and i would like to do something similar because i think people would enjoy it.

concerts.

i really would like to go to a concert. i haven't been to one before, and most of the people i hang out with have lol.. and it really bothers me. so i'm gonna go to a concert soon. and it's gonna be bangin'. kna mean?

internet safety.

i think it's important to have internet safety because there are many bad things that can happen to you if you don't take precautions. you should never give out full information about yourself. like where you live, or your telephone number, 'cause there's a lot of bad bad bad people on the internet, and they could be psycho stalkers or something. and you could end up hurt or even dead.......