Growing Up.

It's really hard to believe that I'll be graduating this May. I feel overwhelmed because I don't exactly know what I'm gonna do with the rest of my life. But, hopefully I'll figure it out. I don't know if I'll end up going to college. Right now I kinda just wanna go find myself. There's no point in wasting so much money, if I already know that I'm not gonna be dedicated to college. I just wanna be done with school for right now, and then later on if I decide to go. I'll go. But I seriously cannot wait to just be out there on my own. It's all so exciting and scary at the same time. And I feel like I just have so much to do before I graduate. Like, my license being one of them. I have to get that soon. I don't know why I keep putting it off. I guess I just don't wanna fail. Ughhhhhhh. I'm stressed lol..